Velocity

Hello drunk world

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A failed night…

Turned out to not be so bad.
Had a nice bonding time with a long time friend.
Got to see, and have a good laugh with Nickydee, and chilled with some family.
Not to shabby

I’m sick of this shit

I can’t take being here anymore. Compare to my sister my parents treat me like shit.
I get that I fucked up but ive tried SO hard to do better, and nothing.

I have to do whatever my sister wants.
I finally got my car back, and I can’t even go anywhere by myself. They get all accusing and say that I need to spend time with my sister cause she’s just visiting. Bull shit, cause she can go where ever whenever and not get the “take your sister” shit that I get.

I’m honestly sick of it. I really can’t take them doing this to me anymore. I need to get out.

Goodness…

there are some people who seriously just argue for the sake of arguing…

I made my facebook status something about how i understand all the hype that people give california, i love it cause it’s home, and we do have a lot to do, but in reality it’s just another state, and i find it annoying how people get all worked up over it, and think that “cali is just the best place ever! like omg!” (lol)

i mean it was shorter than that, but that’s pretty much what i was saying..

this girl from arizona starts arguing about how not EVERYONE wants to go to california, and saying i’m being as obsessive as the people i’m describing.. blah blah blah…

are you kidding me? -___- i was saying that although california is great… people make it too big of a deal…. end of story.

it’s just one opinion vs. another. i don’t see why she even started arguing with me…
Besides, she goes to school here… if she hates it so much, she should just go back to arizona and stop bitching… 

Olivia Penpraze…

I just watched her video and read some articles…

It truly and honestly broke my heart. All I could think about was how i wish i could have been her friend (despite the fact that she had a lot of them) and that I can’t fathom how no one said anything when she posted a video of the next time she was going to attempt suicide. The exact date.

It hurts me to think that people don’t realize what their words do. Although her death was not simply a result of bullying, but that among other, deeper problems. Regardless, the rude, careless things that people say can really hurt somebody deep, and I don’t understand how spineless you have to be to bluntly tell someone to “go die already”.

she was such a strong girl for so long, and she would even tell other people not to kill themselves, to stay strong despite her personal struggles.

I truly believe that God has taken Olivia’s life story and turned it into something positive, something that people will hopefully learn from.
It’s terrible to know the voices and such in her head were only finally relieved by suicide, but at the same time, she is finally at peace.
This girl was beautiful regardless of what she thought of herself, and still deserves to be on this earth, but again, at least she can rest now.

R.I.P. Olivia Penpraze, your story has changed, and moved many lives.